Last week was rough. This week isn’t much better, to be honest. Ok, maybe marginally better. Just not by much. It’s May, and we have 4 more weeks of school. It can’t get here fast enough. I’m not banking on finding it easier to work with the kids home and out of school, but at least I won’t have to coax my grandson to finish his assignments. I pray I’ll be able to achieve a few work tasks each day. Summer day camps have begun to cancel on us, so I know that I’ll have them around for part of the summer if not all. That’s one piece of news I anticipated but had hoped would not happen.
It’s an ever changing world for us right now, and I’m trying to take the surprises with grace. The key word in that last sentence is trying in case you didn’t catch that.
One of my friends posted a conversation with God on Facebook sometime this past week. It spoke to me, especially in the light of all that’s just not working out right now, so I’m going to share it here. I have no idea who the author is, or I’d give them credit. It came marked Author Unknown.
Edited: The conversation below is by John Roedel, author of Hey God. Hey John (book and Facebook page)
Me: Hey God.
God: Hello…..
Me: I’m falling apart. Can you put me back together?
God: I would rather not.
Me: Why?
God: Because you aren’t a puzzle.
Me: What about all of the pieces of my life that are falling down onto the ground?
God: Let them stay there for a while. They fell off for a reason. Take some time and decide if you need any of those pieces back.
Me: You don’t understand! I’m breaking down!
God: No – you don’t understand. You are breaking through. What you are feeling are just growing pains. You are shedding the things and the people in your life that are holding you back. You aren’t falling apart. You are falling into place. Relax. Take some deep breaths and allow those things you don’t need anymore to fall off of you. Quit holding onto the pieces that don’t fit you anymore. Let them fall off. Let them go.
Me: Once I start doing that, what will be left of me?
God: Only the very best pieces of you.
Me: I’m scared of changing.
God: I keep telling you – YOU AREN’T CHANGING!! YOU ARE BECOMING!
Me: Becoming who?
God: Becoming who I created you to be! A person of light and love and charity and hope and courage and joy and mercy and grace and compassion. I made you for more than the shallow pieces you have decided to adorn yourself with that you cling to with such greed and fear. Let those things fall off of you. I love you! Don’t change! … Become! Become! Become who I made you to be. I’m going to keep telling you this until you remember it.
Me: There goes another piece.
God: Yep. Let it be.
Me: So … I’m not broken?
God: Of course Not! – but you are breaking like the dawn. It’s a new day. Become!!!
~Author Unknown
I couldn’t read this without thinking about God’s promise to make us new and to work His will for good in our lives.
Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7
No matter how crazy our days are right now, we need to hand it over to God and trust him through prayer and petition to give us peace.
That is my prayer for you today.